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haha, you big bunch of doodoos that can't find my blog link.
it's written there, on the picture :) and ALSO, if you click the picture, you should be redirected to it. AND, JUST IN CASE -
http://leexia-ho.blogspot.com
thank you for showing me you all at LEAST read.
xia!
PS : one thing I miss about xanga are the HUGE FONTS!
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after 671 days of being with xanga, I'm moving. after immense reluctance & mind changing. and I didn't count the days, xanga did as a reminder to me to UPGRADE to xanga premium where I have to PAY to blog. ahha.
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1. I’ve come to realize that…
this year has flown by REALLY FAST.
2. I am listening to…
me typing.
3. Maybe I should…
GET OUT OF MY PYJAMAS.
4. I love…
meself :)
5. The best days of my life was…
HAPPY DAYS! obviously. how can sad days be the best days of your life? ACTUALLY, it can. HMM.
6. I don’t understand…
why people kill people.
7 . I’ve lost…
lots of things. money, specs, books, STATIONERY. seriously, the amount of stationery I've lost in the past three years is enough to open a stationery shop.
8. People say…
life's a bitch.
9. The meaning of my screen name is…
you find faith in the least expected places :)
10. Love…
is overrated, but still a joy to experience.
11. Somewhere, someone is…
HAPPY.
12. I will always…
be thin.
13. Forever seems…
a long, long way to go.
14. I never want to…
die :(
15. My mobile phone is…
NEW. and a very important possession, heee I love my phone.
16. I believe that…
wishes CAN come true sometimes, whether you wish or don't wish for em.
17. I get annoyed when…
I don't get what I want, or people DON'T GIVE ME WHAT I WANT.
18. I am better…
waking up by myself, instead of my sis waking me up.
19. I fear that…
there will be no cookies left one day.
20. Kisses are the best when…
the kisser means them. OR, when you actually KNOW the kisser! hahahha.
21. Today I…
got a cold.
22. Tonight I will…
eat dinner.
23. Tomorrow I will…
go to the pc fair :)
24. I really want to…
EAT LUNCH.
oh my goodness. I was at peace with the world, UNTIL I READ ONE STUPID LINE. damn I am not at peace with the world, & you anymore :( |
HEE HEE xanga is fast today 
I'm still doubtful of whether to post on blogspot. HAHA I don't know why, why oh why am I so fickle minded. ticky ticky tock. Anisha's going to Italy today, so take care woman & impress all the guys there with your maggi cooking skills, eh? :)
NYAHAHA I have nothing to blog about. but it seems so sad to waste the speed of xanga right now!
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AIYO this is so sad la. am reading all my recent blog posts, & some are SO RIDICULOUS. I wonder what people think when they come and read. I should post more INTELLECTUAL posts! about the recession and the state of the global economy. about world hunger and WORLD PEACE! & I know this is a lil late, but pray for all the people that live in Bkt Antarabangsa :) lots of friends from my primary & secondary schools stay there, especially primary. I know Nik stays in Kyoto Gardens condo, & Joshua stays in Bukit Utama. don't bother being angry for now, just pray that no more landslides will happen.
and OH, YES! I've finally found out why there are so many ants in my room ._. I found a stick of very very very ancient mentos in my bag from the last few weeks of school, can't remember when exactly I bought it, but YES it was in there and covered in ants. ahhaha.
I know this holidays are probably the last time we have to relax properly, because there's F4 and F5. and after SPM, it's all about college and all that. after THAT is uni and jobs and family and GOODBYE RELAXING TIME. but I really miss school, or maybe I just miss the people. ah, I could list them all out right now. from my classmates to the C people that I talk to during assembly when I'm NOT supposed to, to my SO CALLED CLOSE FRIEND, all of them. I miss seeing you all making so much noise & making me laugh even when I don't want to. sam, weekii, junshern, vetton, chris, clement, yuken, jon, jas, hweizee, vanlynn, szeyinn, vrindha, HECK I EVEN MISS LAURA :P heee just kidding dear!
addmaths time.
have a safe trip tomorrow.
xia
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| okay, I just waited AGES for the entry page to load, but I can't remember what I wanted to post ._.
anyhow, I know xanga is being thoroughly annoying. which is why I'm moving to blogspot! HAHA. I just don't know when to post the link up, & please be patient. I've discovered a trick to making my page load quickly! when you open the browser, type my link and press enter. then surf the net while occasionally refreshing my page. it works, or at least it does for today. HAHAHA. but I know, in order to read this, you have to go through a lot of hassle. but thanks to all the people who I know and DON'T know that read =)
hmm. crap, something just popped into my head! and then it popped out.
OH! YES! I've managed to update myself a lil on movies! so far I've watched :
Made of Honor
Madagascar 2
27 Dresses
What Happens In Vegas
4 out of 16, not bad! HAHAHA.
I want to rewatch and read A Walk To Remember :) if anyone has a dvd and the book, please please lend it to me! me wants so much. me wants badly! oh I want to read Cecelia Ahern books too! nyam nyam. I feel like a BOOK READING MONSTER!
sometimes I wonder how I do this. I go online too much sometimes, I sleep too much, I watch too much tv sometimes, and yet I read more than anyone I know. sometimes. I do so many things too much, but you know one thing I don't do too much? STUDY.
I miss you Wayne :(
it's not nice when your friends are all occupied, or somehow you just can't turn to them. actually, it's not "not nice". it sucks. especially when the person you turn to ALL the time isn't talking to you. and everyone else, well .. you just want that person to talk to. and everyone else isn't there. ah, it sucks real bad.
Happy Belated Weixing!one of my dearest cousins who used to be shorter than me, even though he's older than me. ahha. just by a year though. so we stick with each other, when everyone has left to uni. you stay in kl, OKAY? I love you to bits, now lend me your book already :Pxia Sam dearest, I'm so sorry  | | |
| my dad wonders everyday how he brought up two girls, both with heights on the higher end of five feet, that are scared of lizards. the small brown squeaky eeky thing. HAHAHHA!
the story goes like this :)
one day, or rather in the middle of the night, my sis had this sausage bun thing for supper & she wanted to throw away the plastic bag it came in. from previous experience, she knows that lizards tend to jump out from the rubbish bin in the middle of the night. I DON'T KNOW WHY. the rubbish bin is always emptied out and there is no food whatsoever, compared to during the day. BUT, there are always no lizards around then. hmm, how strange. anyway, so she got me. because after LOTS of screaming at my dad, he refused to help her. so! this is how I came into the picture. I was scared to open the bin as well but with your OLDER sister screaming in your ear, & pinching your arm VERY PAINFULLY .. you don't have much choice really.
so after lots of discussions like this :
"GO OPEN!"
"you're OLDER than me lah! stop being so SCARED!"
"okay, you press the pedal and I drop the bag in! QUICK QUICK!"
"WHY I PRESS!"
"because you're the closest!"
in the end, she kicked the thing over. 
HAHA. and a lizard crawled out. so naturally, we SCREAMED LAH! =P
so my dad came, laughing and yelling at us for making so much noise at 2am, and he threw the bag away for us. well, thanks a LOT dad for being so on time.
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okay, my deleting junk plan isn't going too well. the photos were easy, but the messages weren't. I know I sounded like some ice queen previously but I'm really a big marshmallow inside :(
I thought I could delete all of them really easily, but after going through them .. I remember why I kept them. out of all the messages I received over 10 months and the following 9, I remember why I only kept a certain few. because they remind me of things, you know? you don't throw away things that have SENTIMENTAL VALUE, do you? you keep them.
there was one that reminded me of the times we had practicing for concert last year, the free drink I got after one of the rehearsals.
there was one that reminded me of the time when I fell sick and all I could think about was the 30 maths questions Mano gave us for homework.
there was one that made me remember of all the fun we had in Pangkor, not just the memories of both of us but memories I had with Vilyn, June, Sam, Est, Jien ; as well as with the guys.
there was one that made me remember about the time I mustered up all my courage & asked you who you were bringing to prom.
then there was the one that told me about how you stayed up to wish me happy birthday last year and you didn't end up being the first.
and there were all the other ones that reminded me of how much I turned to you whenever I was sad, how I depended on you and all of that.
HAHA okay so much for my previous girl flower power post xD
to conclude : well YES it's the thing to do when you move on. get a haircut, delete all messages photos chatlogs, block him on msn, all that. I've never understood why people do it, in fact I thought ( and still think, btw ) that it's rather STUPID and CHILDISH to do that. like, it's just MESSAGES. it's just for the sake of memories, right? there's no harm. it's not as if messages and chatlogs can EAT YOU UP, right? you just read em sometimes & think, "wheeee what happy times we had then, ah to be young and fifteen again!"
so, I've decided to keep some, the ones that are really meaningful without them being sweet and poetic and full of gushy wushy words. the ones that mean something to me, ya know? I mean, that's what matters right? I'll delete them when the time's right. when I find another guy. when I feel like I don't need them anymore to remind me of feelings I USED to have with one guy. I mean, I've kept one of Jun's messages for 2 years & I only deleted it earlier this year. if I can do that, I can do this. now's just not the right time and I'm not really ready to totally let go of everything yet, yes I've let go of you and I've accepted the fact that you're not mine anymore. but I'm just not going to forget everything about you & pretend that you were never in my life, when you were. a sizeable amount, anyway. I made so much about you in my everyday life, I can't just cut you out like that. it's like chopping off your own arm. you just DON'T do it, because it's your arm. and your arm belongs to you. whatever's yours belongs to you. same like everything of you that I have with me. they're mine, I can keep whatever I want and I can flush away whatever I don't want. nyah nyah nyah.
if anyone comes up to me after this & says something silly like "don't be emo, be happy" , I WILL SHOOT YOU. I mean it. whether with a gun, with those lastik things, with my two fingers & thumb ; I WILL SHOOT YOU AND YOUR MOUTH OFF. and your FINGERS TOO. I will CHOP THEM OFF. because I'm happy & you clearly don't know me too well. if you think I'm miserable and hankering over a guy, HAH GO SHOOT YOURSELF. you're a waste of oxygen for not even being able to interpret my thoughts. it isn't rocket science. I'm not miserable, & I was done with hankering a long time ago. after this guy anyway. it's about self discovery, it's about MYSELF! it's not always about other people, you know? HEE HEE.
if you just highlighted this part to see if I wrote anything emo, HAH. YOU GOT SERVED! teehee I just had a tremendous urge to say that suddenly, sorry =P I'm not that type of person who hides what she says, it's already published so why not black, instead of white? so, this is a lesson to teach you on how to read my blog. YOU DON'T HIGHLIGHT. don't ctrl A and think you're very smart. hint hint.
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